Clarification
For those who have called/emailed:
I'm not saying you are bad friends to me. I'm saying that it's different now. We don't live close, we don't get to talk much. You have things going on, and so do I. We have jobs. We have kids, houses, car payments, and pets. It's just different than when we were free and together and our biggest care was the next big exam or if we cut our bangs too short. We were just....together.
With the new friends I've made here, I feel like I have to work so hard to say the right things and act the right way, and I just don't feel like me. I can't just pour my thoughts out to them, because my thoughts are wierd and they wouldn't understand.
I'm just really reminiscent today.
1 comment:
Kate, I feel the same way most days! Why did we take college life for granted?! I miss all of our late-night bonding. Random exercise activities. Massive numbers of movies. Macaroni and cheese nights. The carefree manner in which we could all interact and know that despite all of our inadequecies, we'd still be loved!
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